Friday, May 24, 2013
Emotions are like a roller coaster. Every day it is the same. Like playing the "he loves, he loves me not" daisy game and getting different results each time. Maybe one of these days I'll have the courage to crush the daisy, step on it, and never pick one up again.
Tuesday, May 21, 2013
I am unable to sleep. I welcome sleep, I invite it in, I almost beg for it but it does not come. Why does it elude me? It is only when I sleep that I find rest for my soul. My soul is thirsting for something, it tortures me day and night. I try to calm it. I give it offerings but it does not take them. I try to console it but it is not consolation that it asks for. It is restless, always seeking. It keeps asking me for what it wants and it does not budge, it struts in defiance whenever I try to appease it. I have become afraid of it, I cower in its presence. It works with my heart against me. They both keep me in bondage. I want to break free or do I? I look at my chains in contemplation, with a feeling of resignation within me. I am not fighting anymore. I am tired. I am quiet. I am still.
Sunday, May 19, 2013
Monday, May 13, 2013
Taking the leap of faith again into a new beginning. One where you don't exist. You had taken it once and failed. You tried to move on but couldn't. I have not tried and therefore I cannot say I have failed. I'm one to hold on for way too long but once I let go, I let go. I am indecisive but when I do make a decision its definitive, therefore; everyone is fucked, you, me, us. Goodbye my dear friend, my passionate lover, my lustful adventurer. It was hot, sexy, fun, and at the end hurtful and true. This is for the truth we lived, the truth we shared, and the truth I now leave behind. I will miss our zealous and fervent nights together. The ones were caution was thrown out the window and we were ruled by lust, by wanting and receiving but never having enough. We are now sated, we have reached our limit, and even if our lecherousness for each other rises again our regrets, anger, and resentment will overpower it. Good bye my dear lover, goodbye.
Monday, May 6, 2013
Saturday, May 4, 2013
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